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Malassezia: Diary Photos of Innocent Times (PT2)

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 Malassezia: Diary Photos of Innocent Times (PT1)

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  * (Pre Malassezia) – Diary  *

      * Photos of Innocent Times Entries *

      Malassezia Diary MD

  

  *And then … What was It?… *

                 *

     PART 2    

          Morgellons?  Demodex? … wait …there is More!…   

 

At this Stage my First Blog was Up and Running with the Story

as was unfolding piece by piece and any desperate attempts to Identify

what the Offender was, having progressed from the Scabies

to a near certainty of Demodex, only to stumble upon Morgellons

and Photos of Lesions practically Identical to the ones spread

all over my Body to add to the already high pile of confusion.

Frantic research to Discover and Understand it all

lead from Medical sites to All sorts of forums

with all sorts of ‘Recycled’ but Untested or Incorrect information.

 

I must Note here that the Initial Blog i am speaking about

was completely Rebuilt from Scratch later on, to eliminate all old

lengthy irrelevant or incorrect details, useless to the visitors

and retaining what was part of the Story as Unfolding

with only some initial blind insights, suspicions, observations etc.

 

Even then i had the Optimistic View and Determination

that i could soon find a Cure and that ‘Happy ending’ was not far off.

I had even half prepared a Victorious Hoorah!…entry

which i have kept for ‘Hope’s’ sake and to keep me going

while the story kept changing as time went by

and new Elements came to light and pieces fell into place, etc.

 

In the mean time since the On-line Diary was mainly for myself

-never imagined how many people were on the same or similar boat-

i kept recording on the quick the progress …or not!… in the small Book.

 

The ‘Creature’ does Not like Latex!… 

Demodex or Morgellons 1MD

 New Bed…Luxurious Latex Mattress… Thousands of $$$  but!

     The ‘Creatures’ did not like the Latex Mattress!

Within seconds of lying down ‘they’ started running around like crazy

coming out from every part of the outer surface of my Body

and i m guessing running for cover into my internal areas

or parts that were not ‘wrapped/sinking/sealed’ into the Latex Comfort.

This was a good assessment on my part back then

but there were Two Main Elements to be Discovered much later on…. 

 

Despair at the End of my Line?

Scabies Demodex Morgellons despair -1MD

 An Inescapable Nightmare from where one Cannot wake up

Scabies Demodex Morgellons Despair 2MD

And No Solution seems to be Working…

Scabies Demodex Morgellons Despair 2-1MD

  June 26, 2010 looked like The Last Recording…

                I Threw the Towel! …Lol!… but that was Not the End…

                             I Do Not give up easily!

                   Instead i Invented a New Round of Tactics and Battles

 

   And the ‘Battle’ Became Personal and went On…

Morgellons Demodex or Scabies MD

Side by side with the Hopeful Expectation of a perhaps Possible End

was now an established Mistrust and Suspicion of another ‘Hell Lurking’…

 

The Nightly Horrors Continue

Demodex or Morgellons2MD

 

  And The Uncomfortable Discovery of a Very Sickening Invasion

Morgellons, Demodex or Scabies 3MD

 They Did Not Stay or they Did Not Come Out ?…

This could not be truly answered unless the invaders were fitted with microchips

but since there were more… and more… and more… it was later discovered

they come out-they go in, they go in-they come out… whatever the order is…

 

Finally a ‘Woo Hoo!’ Day?… 

     (Keeping Fingers Crossed…)

Scabies Morgellons Demodex War MD

 

   … Followed by Another Gut Wrenching Let Down

Scabies Demodex Morgellons Armies MD

   The Idea or Possibility

  that it was Both Internal as well as External

                     And Always There!

  had not even remotely crossed my mind

             and perhaps better, because i dont know

            whether if i would have been able to cope

         with such discovery at that stage of the game .

     The idea of ‘Them’ External and Temporary 

                       gave me Hope to Keep Fighting On

      until i had gained more knowledge and understanding

               and consequently  gaining more ground

        and bringing it down to more manageable levels.  

 

Another Attack – Another Emotional Plunge

Demodex Morgellons Scabies Nightmare MD

(Too distressed for correct spelling despite my Perfectionist Virgomaniac…)

 

The Poison Levels are Continuing … 

Bumps Lesions and Itching MD

At this point of the journey and having donned on my Body

Internally and Externally Every Chemical i could get Access of

my Virgoan need for Purity and Health using Natural means

           was Returning Strongly to its Natural grain

            and had started to Resent the Vulgarity

     Inflicted Involuntarily, really upon my Body

 

A Natural Herbal Infusion i Invented with only a hint of Poison

Skin Parasite Herbal Infusion MD

    When the Internal Ones worked for Anything else, such as

    Minimising Lung Bleeding, Expectorating Lung effortlessly

    Uplifting my Mood to “Life is Joyous – don’t want to Die anymore’

    to improved Regularity of Bowel Movements, etc … etc.. 

    -except for the Creature it was intended to deal with

   which still kept Travelling First Class In / Out of my Everywhere,

               i thought to try a Similar One externally

            with the addition of some Scabiecide Poison. 

                 Alas…This did not work either…

But i did Not give up Fighting and it was soon we purchased

         two Microscopes and had the Heavenly Luck

   of One kind Gentleman’s Identification of Malassezia

 that helped to steer ‘Insanity’s Boat’ into Calmer waters

  and henceforth become the Captain of my own Boat

            while the Pirate Battle continued on

     but now from a vantage point to a better future…

                                    Dec 2014:

Reading these Entries again i cannot believe the Difference

and Progress achieved from those Utterly Desperate times

           to so much Better, More Controllable levels

      and Quiet Sanity, Hope and Determination of the Present!

               * Body Practically Lesion Free 

               * Almost Predictable times and duration of Activity

               * Successful Prevention

               * Dealing or Healing whenever – within a fraction of time

               * Relaxing evening times enjoying a Book

               * Sleeping 6-7 hours despite bathroom visits

                 …but still Not happy about Co-existing 

                  and only consolation the thought that

                  Nature may have a Beneficial Purpose

                  and Role for Its for Sharing  my Body

                    -Yeah… i still believe in Fairies…

Tinkerbell

 

        And the Story goes on as it still keeps Unfolding

          with More and More New Discoveries made

   and pieces falling together to Reveal a Clearer Picture 

            and Understanding of the Problem faced

and how better to deal with it and gain more and more ground    

        In the Current *Malassezia Daily* Pages!

 

      There is One More Great Experiment i wish to Conduct

and Intend to start as soon as Possible – circumstances allowing.

       Malassezia Diary and Microscope

And if I manage to stay Alive Long enough to Complete it

and Present the Results, then i will Consider that

  My Work and Contribution in this area is done…

     Keeping Fingers Crossed!…

                                 Dec 2014:

And I am still Alive, Completed the Work mentioned above

and have a Lot More to Contribute in the new year 15

 For as long as i am around and Provided i am able to do so!…

 

DC3 MD NEW

 

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Malassezia: Diary Photos of Innocent Times (PT1)

   

   * (Pre Malassezia) – Diary  *

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      * Photos of Innocent Times Entries *

      Malassezia Diary MD

  

  * In the Beginning … It was Not!…  *

                 *

     PART 1    

      Scabies War  

According to the Blogger Statistics Records I created my First Blog

sometime in May 2009 under the Alias ‘Sonatas Story’

The story though had really started somewhere middle February

but there were Neither a Diary nor any Entries of any sort

because i believed i had caught Fleas at the Local Pool

from the School kids – being hot during that time of year-

and was sure i could get rid of them within a couple of days.

 

As the case got progressively worse and utterly mystifying

forcing me into complex … ‘creative solutions’

and need to record progress – while still retaining an optimistic outlook

i judged a little Book would be good enough for recording it all

innocently thinking  ‘It will do! … won’t be for long anyway…’

 

Here is the Little Book, up and until something Bigger was needed!

  DIARY LSDM 1   

These Entries have never been Published before

and i intend to present them ‘Raw’ and unmodified

exactly as they were entered at the time just for my own view

but the Readers can gain some insight and have Fun too 🙂

 

They are the proverbial ‘Photos Worth a Thousand Words’

in showing the stages of Innocent Ignorance,

Plunging form Optimism to Utter Despair, Frustration,

Temporary Disillusionment and often Explosive Anger

in Alternating Rounds in the Mercy of Unfolding Circumstances.

                         Why am i doing So?…

Because i believe it will help Illustrate the Lengths gone through,

the Emotional Roller-Coasters and Instil some Hope into any Souls

that might be Fighting -or worse- Sinking into Depths of Despair …

 

          I will Skip any Boring Repetitive Pages

or take Photos of some ‘Interesting’ Parts in a Page

    So here it goes!

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                     No!… they are not Lice

                            Thinking

                  … they must be Scabies!…

 

Scabies War MD

 

A Sample of initial Natural ‘Home-made Remedies’

Scabies War1MD  

You are Allowed to Laugh Out… Loud! 🙂

           I Laugh too seeing it but i really want to cry.

   Surprisingly the Rice one worked!

     It Sealed Dry the area and whatever lurking there

      met its untimely destiny but was messy, hard to wash off

      and like anything else … to this day … more kept coming…

 

   Morning … Noon …. Night….

Scabies War2MD

*Please don’t take notice of any… ‘Mifspellinfs’… i was a desperate girl!

( Click on any Photo to enlarge )

 

       Applied Eucalyptus OIL … did I Say??? 

  And… Applied some More …. Did I?…

  and Again and Again?… Hit with hammer

Scabies War3MD

  ( If Only I had known back then!… 😦 )

 

   Hell’s Rotating Wheel…

By that stage i had Noticed a 3-4 1/2 day Operation Cycle of the ‘Creature’

and on Left side of Diary attempting to guess and record the ‘where’ in it 

and the level of its activity during Morning, Noon, Evening, Night.

On the far Right Abbreviated Ingredients and Treatments used.

And in the Glorious Middle the Horrors of Cyclical Manifestations

with a Bit – or a Lot of – Hope, Frustration, Desperation …  

      or -to quote the titles of a series i have never watched- of

        downright…   ‘Murder She Wrote!’ …

       expressed in Indelicate language … ‘For Her Eyes Only’ 

Scabies War4-1MD

Of Note: The word ‘Relocation’ was starting to dawn

Scabies War4-3MD

                          “I may have Dislodged them from my Ear”

                                  How Very Intuitive… of me!

                       The word ‘Relocation’ was starting to dawn

                          but took a long, long time to truly sink in

and its practical implications.

 

Tormented Sleepless Nights and Feverish Activity

     Scabies War4-4MD

      I had given names to what i now know 

as stages of development of the same creature.

  Runners, Crawlers, Diggers, etc…

 

The Enforced Sweat and Heat Treatment

Scabies War4-5

 I have described in detail the Sweat and Heat treatments

     in the *Malassezia Blog* entry “Lethal strategies of the Past 

 

    Morning – Noon – Evening – Night

Scabies War4-2MD

Actually ‘Bloody Hell Day 1’ is really Day 3 or 4.

Day 1 is now discovered and established as the Quiet one

counting the Blessing of the Temporary Lull

as well as the ticking hours to stages Day 2 – Day 3 … etc

 

   Deceptive Thrills!…

Scabies War5MD

Did it Really???… Why don’t we wait until Evening, hey?…

Scabies War5-1MD

  Would that be the now Known Re-inviting effect of the emollients

   in the Scabiecide, combined with the Day 2-3 hell braking loose? …

 

    Some Light at the end of the Tunnel???

Scabies War5-2MD

                      … Or Simply a Mirage in an Endless Desert?

 

(PART 2 to Follow…)

 

DC3 MD NEW

 

 

 

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