To View PART 1 First – Click on Link Below
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* (Pre Malassezia) – Diary *
* Photos of Innocent Times Entries *
*And then … What was It?… *
Morgellons? Demodex? … wait …there is More!…
At this Stage my First Blog was Up and Running with the Story
as was unfolding piece by piece and any desperate attempts to Identify
what the Offender was, having progressed from the Scabies
to a near certainty of Demodex, only to stumble upon Morgellons
and Photos of Lesions practically Identical to the ones spread
all over my Body to add to the already high pile of confusion.
Frantic research to Discover and Understand it all
lead from Medical sites to All sorts of forums
with all sorts of ‘Recycled’ but Untested or Incorrect information.
I must Note here that the Initial Blog i am speaking about
was completely Rebuilt from Scratch later on, to eliminate all old
lengthy irrelevant or incorrect details, useless to the visitors
and retaining what was part of the Story as Unfolding
with only some initial blind insights, suspicions, observations etc.
Even then i had the Optimistic View and Determination
that i could soon find a Cure and that ‘Happy ending’ was not far off.
I had even half prepared a Victorious Hoorah!…entry
which i have kept for ‘Hope’s’ sake and to keep me going
while the story kept changing as time went by
and new Elements came to light and pieces fell into place, etc.
In the mean time since the On-line Diary was mainly for myself
-never imagined how many people were on the same or similar boat-
i kept recording on the quick the progress …or not!… in the small Book.
The ‘Creature’ does Not like Latex!…
New Bed…Luxurious Latex Mattress… Thousands of $$$ but!
The ‘Creatures’ did not like the Latex Mattress!
Within seconds of lying down ‘they’ started running around like crazy
coming out from every part of the outer surface of my Body
and i m guessing running for cover into my internal areas
or parts that were not ‘wrapped/sinking/sealed’ into the Latex Comfort.
This was a good assessment on my part back then
but there were Two Main Elements to be Discovered much later on….
Despair at the End of my Line?
An Inescapable Nightmare from where one Cannot wake up
And No Solution seems to be Working…
June 26, 2010 looked like The Last Recording…
I Threw the Towel! …Lol!… but that was Not the End…
I Do Not give up easily!
Instead i Invented a New Round of Tactics and Battles
And the ‘Battle’ Became Personal and went On…
Side by side with the Hopeful Expectation of a perhaps Possible End
was now an established Mistrust and Suspicion of another ‘Hell Lurking’…
The Nightly Horrors Continue
And The Uncomfortable Discovery of a Very Sickening Invasion
They Did Not Stay or they Did Not Come Out ?…
This could not be truly answered unless the invaders were fitted with microchips
but since there were more… and more… and more… it was later discovered
they come out-they go in, they go in-they come out… whatever the order is…
Finally a ‘Woo Hoo!’ Day?…
(Keeping Fingers Crossed…)
… Followed by Another Gut Wrenching Let Down
The Idea or Possibility
that it was Both Internal as well as External
And Always There!
had not even remotely crossed my mind
and perhaps better, because i dont know
whether if i would have been able to cope
with such discovery at that stage of the game .
The idea of ‘Them’ External and Temporary
gave me Hope to Keep Fighting On
until i had gained more knowledge and understanding
and consequently gaining more ground
and bringing it down to more manageable levels.
Another Attack – Another Emotional Plunge
(Too distressed for correct spelling despite my Perfectionist Virgomaniac…)
The Poison Levels are Continuing …
At this point of the journey and having donned on my Body
Internally and Externally Every Chemical i could get Access of
my Virgoan need for Purity and Health using Natural means
was Returning Strongly to its Natural grain
and had started to Resent the Vulgarity
Inflicted Involuntarily, really upon my Body
A Natural Herbal Infusion i Invented with only a hint of Poison
When the Internal Ones worked for Anything else, such as
Minimising Lung Bleeding, Expectorating Lung effortlessly
Uplifting my Mood to “Life is Joyous – don’t want to Die anymore’
to improved Regularity of Bowel Movements, etc … etc..
-except for the Creature it was intended to deal with
which still kept Travelling First Class In / Out of my Everywhere,
i thought to try a Similar One externally
with the addition of some Scabiecide Poison.
Alas…This did not work either…
But i did Not give up Fighting and it was soon we purchased
two Microscopes and had the Heavenly Luck
of One kind Gentleman’s Identification of Malassezia
that helped to steer ‘Insanity’s Boat’ into Calmer waters
and henceforth become the Captain of my own Boat
while the Pirate Battle continued on
but now from a vantage point to a better future…
Reading these Entries again i cannot believe the Difference
and Progress achieved from those Utterly Desperate times
to so much Better, More Controllable levels
and Quiet Sanity, Hope and Determination of the Present!
* Body Practically Lesion Free
* Almost Predictable times and duration of Activity
* Successful Prevention
* Dealing or Healing whenever – within a fraction of time
* Relaxing evening times enjoying a Book
* Sleeping 6-7 hours despite bathroom visits
…but still Not happy about Co-existing
and only consolation the thought that
Nature may have a Beneficial Purpose
and Role for Its for Sharing my Body
-Yeah… i still believe in Fairies…
And the Story goes on as it still keeps Unfolding
with More and More New Discoveries made
and pieces falling together to Reveal a Clearer Picture
and Understanding of the Problem faced
and how better to deal with it and gain more and more ground
In the Current *Malassezia Daily* Pages!
There is One More Great Experiment i wish to Conduct
and Intend to start as soon as Possible – circumstances allowing.
And if I manage to stay Alive Long enough to Complete it
and Present the Results, then i will Consider that
My Work and Contribution in this area is done…
Keeping Fingers Crossed!…
And I am still Alive, Completed the Work mentioned above
and have a Lot More to Contribute in the new year 15
For as long as i am around and Provided i am able to do so!…